I wrote this at around 1:30 in the morning. Enjoy it, why don't ya?

"Young Girl"
© Faith Danielle, 2004

I'm still young,
Not quite fourteen.
I'm so in love,
Yet not quite in high school.

There's promises I've made
That I don't know if I can keep.
In my small-minded head
I wish for things I know won't come true.

I'm still young,
Not quite fourteen.
I'm pretty sure I'm in love,
But not quite ready for forever.

TOP FIVE POEMS I'VE EVER WRITTEN:

1. "An Emotion"
2. "Just Wither"
3. "The Unspoken Story"
4. "See It In Your Eyes"
5. "Reality Check"

An Emotion: It's about my addiction to cutting. But, it's not so much the addiction to cutting, but to the addiction of the EMOTION I get when I cut.

Just Wither: This is the poem I just shared with you. I love it. About a girl who promises herself she's going to stop cutting, but the razor becomes like a friend, a friend she hangs out with constantly. Her heart withers everytime she cuts, but finally, her heart withers just once more because she's gone too far.

The Unspoken Story: I love this poem. It's actually the longest poem I've ever written, I think. It's about a girl who wants to commit suicide. And she's going to. So, she gets out a pen and paper to write a note and wants to mail it out. But then she realizes she doesn't know what to say. So, she mails the note, with no words, just blood and tears, and she knows that person will understand what she's done.

See It In Your Eyes: It's about a girl who lies about everything in her life to cover up all her problems and her fears. The girl really wants to kill herself just to end her life; all the problems, lies, everything. Another girl [me] can see that she just wants to go away, but does nothing about it, so when she dies, I feel guilty, cuz I knew it was gonna happen. [This isn't true]

Reality Check: It's about me. How I just realized the hard-hitting truth. Things aren't what they seem, I'm holding in my pain, and I'm just faking smiles and laughs because I'm too deep within.

Can't you tell how they're all so depressed, suicidal, etc.? Heh. That's me, that's what I write.

I recently wrote this. It was like 2am last night and I dunno, I just got an inspiration. :)
Personlly, this is one of my favorite poems now. I love it a lot. ^_^

<Written April 4, 2004>

"Just Wither"
© Faith Danielle, 2004

Just one last time,
She promises herself,
But inside she knows,
It won't be the last.

She hides her face
Inside the book of lies.
Let the truth be held
She won't let this habit die.

Again she reaches
Out to her familiar friend,
A pain-reliever
Whose eyes hold cold memories.

Stretched across
Her pale make-up
Lies a red jagged line,
Embraced from a friend.

A chill runs up her spine,
The hair on her arms stand still,
Cuz everything felt like a dream,
She had to hit hard to reality.

She tossed her friend
Onto the cold, lonely floor.
Grasping the embrace,
She holds on a minute longer.

Forgetting her promise,
She keeps hanging out.
Everything she lost,
Left her with nothing to gain.

Drops fall
Directly to the ground.
Her heart, it withers,
Just once more.

Yes, indeedy, I haven't been writing in here much. I apologize. 3 weeks ;x well, enjoy?
[It's obviously about me & Erick's "relationship" if you couldn't notice.]

<Written March 24, 2004>

Currently Untitled
© Faith Danielle, 2004

He eyes her with awe,
Thinking she's the one.
He knows he can't have her,
So he hides behind friendship.

Two months later,
He hints at his feelings.
She finally knows,
But had never been more confused.

Two weeks later,
He can have her,
But he chooses someon else.
She becomes weak.

Almost another month later,
Feelings run loose,
Emotions run haywire.
What are they to do?

Just the beginning of Autumn,
Finally something evolves.
A relationship is formed.
Happily ever after?

Eight days later,
A crash, a burn, a scar, a mark.
It's all over,
With just an overpowering temper.

It took over four months,
But ended in just over a week.
Sometimes what you had
Aren't who they seem to be.

Blinded by love,
She took over four months to recover.
She is all right now.
But he still loves her so.

New song I just wrote. ^^ Aren't you proud of me? I've been writing so many new songs lately. Let me know what ye's think ;D

"Boys Delete Brain Cells"
© Dani Sclafani, 2004

His words speak all truth,
Yet I've never heard such harsh lies.
He tells me that he loves me,
But I can't believe a word he says.

(chorus)
His trust is gone,
His loyalty isn't worthy.
I don't know what to do.
Mixed up again with another boy.

Should I give up,
Or keep going on?
I don't know who to believe:
Him or my own mind?

(chorus)

I'm afraid of slipping away,
Afraid of fading from reality.
I don't know what's fake from what's real,
And I don't know if he's true.
My mind's lost and unsure,
Everything in my head isn't clear.
I've forgotton what I love him for,
Then I remember: I don't.